well today is the monday, a gold day and i had my spanish oral today, dang was that hella scary but at least i got it over with, i dun think i did great, but maybe okay, anyways well it was a short day 2day so nothing really happened today, ummm so then imma talk about my weekend. on friday it was a really fun i went to B's cuzin Chris' debute! ehehhe dang that guy's hella funny, he cracks me up.....it was fun and i got to meet B's whole entire family! we were all eating, like a typical filipino crowd and dancing, dang could B's mommy dance! ahahaha go tita! anyways ummmm oh and i got 2 hang with B;s kuya mark! omg! whoa he's hott! i sweat yal check him out and yal would think he's cute! anyways oh and that day B was trying to teach me and nay nay how to dance! ahahaha that was hella funny! dang could that gurl dance! she knoes how to move her body! oh and we also did kareokee! ahahahha man we so suck at singing! ehehehe ummm well there was also drama that night and actually the whole weekend......shoot man imma so sick of being a drama princess and making all these problems......shoot that weekend i almost lost 2 of my bestest friends! they were both mad at me and they did hav a ryte to of course, but i've kinda got history with these 2, and it's not exactly quite good. you seee these 2 are seeing eachother and it really hurts to see them 2gether, cuz i kinda hav a small somewhat crush on one of them, but sometimes he's jes to blind to see it but every1 else around knoes.....ehehhe o wells, but i've been sucking it up and taking it like a women 4 the longest time. but now it;s time 2 move on, i guess you could say that i could find some1 out there better but sometimes i think that he's what i want, but hey imma only a teenager and i hav plenty of relationships to experience, it's jes one guy, ryte? i have my whole life to find HIM.....anyways to finish my story we all fixed everything...all we're COOL ryte B?! LIKE THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PILLOW! ahahaha so ya anways i was in religion 2day and i was looking in the bible and ya ya ya kinda to holy but i was jes reading randomly and came across this passage similiar to the one in my favorite movie A WALK TO REMEMBER! ugh man i love that movie but it's so sad....yal knoe that movie ryte?! yu better! anyways to refresh your memeory it's mandy moore's fav in the movie and here it is:

Love is patient, love is kind.                                                                          it is never jealous, nor rude                                                                            it does not take offense......

TO BE CONTINUED......

december 17, 2003

first off happy happy happy birthday to my michele! woot woot! sweet 16! anyways i hope she has a good one cuz she's working 2day! anyways whoa it's been a really long time since i've written in my xanga, knoe why? cuz i gotz a life....! ehehehe anyways let's update now shall we....umm well since i've writtein in here i've had homecoming n jes tell letyal knoe it was fun i guess i went w/ my TRISTAN! n it was fun cuz we went bowling after n i hella bowled my butt off! plus i won! ahahha ummm....ya n i almos tlost my crusage..or however yu spell it, ummm wat else it was my birthday on december 10! better remember that tristan and justin! ya it was fun cuz i was pampered and had all the attention on me, i got so many balloons that i could've almost flwon away, but not as many as D! and i got PEARL "awww you guys made me ink!" from NIKKAY how cute, from FINDING FOBIO (NEMO) and PEACH from my SIMONE!!! i even got the cheer bear from the CARE BEARS from EENA! and a whole mess of food, brownies and acke, the usual and then i gotz so much money but too bad i hav 2 spend it all on the people i ahve 2 buy CHRISTMAS gifts for! BUT IT'S ALL G DOUBLE O D GOOD! it's all about giving anyways, i have to buy JUSIN'S SHOES!(N HE BETTER GET ME SUMTHANG CUTE!), TRISTAN, but imma not sure wat he wants, and my secret santa, but i already know wat she wants, and mi familia as well! dang i gotz mad shopping to do! anyways for those who want 2 buy ME a gift here's my X'MAS LIST!

1. shoes, reebok, dunks, etc...not very picky on that really

2. clothes from american eagle,abercrombie, forever21

3. my white biker jacket

4. cute underwear!

5. and really i jes want "HIM" (saving the best for last)

anyways imma not very picky wen it comes 2 my friends gettin my presents it's jes really that thought that counts 4 me! but ya imma really excited for my x'mas vacation! shoot imma hella be havin some fun1 imma well on friday every1's coming to my house 2 sorta celebrate my belated birhtday, on saturday ima not doin anything, suprise, suprise. on sunday is my big sister EMMA'S DEBUTE! and imma check out all ehr cuzin's n lemme tell you she's gotz lots of them n they are all hella hott! especially JEFFREY! ahahahha anyways so ya i gotz 2 make sure i look cute that nite! n on monday i unno maybe chill w/ my michele, n on tuesday imma go 2 magic with simone n whoever *hint*hint simone!ehehehe n' then it's gunna be CHRISTMAS! N' imma go SNOWBOARDING1 woot woot! man i wish it snowed here! anyways so ya my x'mas vacation is gunna be FUUUN! N ' then it's NEW YEAR'S n' boy do i gotz some new year resolutions but imma tired ryte now so imma stop.....this is pretty long enough so up yupz imma outz like a fat kid in dodgeball! n dang do i suck at that game, n i love yal like a fat kid loves cake!muAhs muAhs PEACE! 1<3 always leeshashaboobies!

yesterday was my cuzin's debut practice, n it was at ma house, n it was fun n all but we learned somthing new 4 the catillion n it was hella hard. i was suppose 2 go out w/ my cuz n my best fren but i didn't get a chance 2 i had 2 go 2 mass w/ ma family, n chinatown...ehehehe it was kidna fun...but then i found out that ma cuz n ma fren went 2 watch a movie, DICKIE ROBERTS child star...dude that movie's hella funny! yal' should see it! ahahahahaha anyways so 2day i practically stayed home n studied! man i better a's this test cuz i studied hella hard! anyways 2nite i called ma bestest fren to talk 2 her n she told me how she felt about this guy she's seeing...she's actually seeing one of my bestest guy frens n she told me she's so scared of how he feels about her, about he may reject her, she's jes so scared that he doens't feel or care as much about her as the way she does about him....she's also scared that she may lose me as a fren cuz she knoes how i feeel about him....she knoes i had history w. this guy....i hav feelins 4 this guy....at 1 time he felt the same way...but then i messed it all up...n i regret it....this guy is one of my very bestest frens! but i can't help the way i feel about him....every1 knoe how i feeel about him but him...n i wanna keep it that way 4 now...i guess imma afriad of rejection as well...besdies he told me how he feels about her and he really is into her...i can;t blame him..she's smart, pretty, she has an awesome personality, she's great! but i jes can't help but feel jealous...i told her that i won't let my feelins 4 him get in their way of being 2gether...i care about them way 2 much 2 even think about myself....i jes can't help but still feel this way about him....i knoe i will always feel that way about him....i mean i knoe it's scary i mean i've likd this guy since 1st grade...it's sumthang about him i jes love....scary yes i know i mean it's freakin me out 2! but ryte now i need to suck it up n let my frens be happy n if so w/ eachother than i guess that's 4 the best. i really do want them 2 be happy 4 echother... sometime si think that this guy doens't like me cuz im ugly or jes not good enough or smart enough....but maybe it's not that i guess his feelins jes aren;t there, 4 me...well that's all i hav 2 say diary l8rz 4 now...

august 26, 2003

well jes last weekend i spent it at this showcase of ma friend nicole! she was singin at some showcase! she did so good! i was hella proud of her! n she even danced n she did great! after that i went to ma bestest friend, frances' house! it was hella fun! we basically jes chilled.....we went online n checked out the other xangas....n chatted w/ andrew, n xyan online, while she was chattin the guy she's seeing ryte now...their pretty cyoote 2gether! jes recently they hav decided to start seeing eachother....but yah france gotz game as usual....but imma hella jealous cuz most of ma friends are hooked up, n imma the only 1 who isn't....o well i guess it'll jes come wen i least expect it! anways well after a lil while being at her house xyan n andrew came over 2 her house n we jes chilled 2gether. we were all checkin out the notre dame yearbook ahahahhahha xyan n andrew were talkin in code..it was hella funny n me n france tried 2 do the same...we also did kareoke! that was hella funny andrew was singin! how cyoote.....but yah..ya knoe i've known her 4 a year already n that was the furst time i'v ever been 2 her house.....next time it's her turn 2 visit me! n dang does she live hella far! ahahahahaha ayways the next day i went 2 teh beach! the beach was hella fun! us faily did the usual we ate crab, went 2 the arcade n won some prizes, walked more n then ate again, lil snack, n then all of us bought hats! ahahahha we got trucker hats n flexfit.....ma sis got a trucker hat that said B.O.B.A! ahahahhaa yal get it? anyways ya basically that was ma weekend!

man alemany starts school this wednesday! good luck 2 yal! notre dame doesn't start til sept 2! kinda excited but kinda not really.....but yup yup!

hey france to juss: yu knoe wat she wants 2 be????   YOURS! n' she loves to listen to you breathe! ahahahhaha

hey france remember our CONNECTION?! ahahaha long lost sister! i love you

august 21, 2003

hey yal wassup! it's me babye iverson! ahahaha a.k.a sha sha! well i haven't written in ma xanga 4 a hella long time so maybe now would be a good time 2 start! every1's xangas are all nice now! ok well imma tell yal about ma day 2day! this morning i went 2 skool cuz it was book sale day! n i had 2 buy so many books! HELLA EXPENSIVE! man...anyways it was a pretty long wait cuz i got there about wat...8 but other people like NIKKI and FRANCE who got there at like 5 or 6 ! man! but it was fun though i got 2 see all ma friends again especially reuniting w/ france n nikki1 dude i miss yal butts! n nicole! dude yu knoe yer ma gurl! imma main a shout outz 2 yu especailly cuz yer preforming 4 yer showcase tomorrow n i wanna wish yu good luck! n imma be tehre 2 support yu 100% ! n immma see ANDREW , JUSTIN, N SARAH, ETC.... yal better talk 2 me!

Shout outz:

NICOLE: ONE OF MA BESTEST FRIENDS! MS. CONGENIALITY! ahaahahhaha member yer pageant! yu looked great! jes wished i could've seen yer talkent! but anyways member in the hotel room! ahaha yu farted yu punk! LOL anyways...ya always been there 4 me n i LOVE ya!

FRANCE: hey gurlie gurl! man i've been getting closer 2 yu everytime we talk! imma so glad we kept in touch this summer we practically talked everyday1 talka bout us havin no lives....ahaha j/m.....but i miss yer butt 2! n imma so glad 2 hav seen yu 2day! but imma see yu again on saturday! our day! we gunna chill! ahahhaha aiight luv ya!

P.S FRANCE yer guy better treat yu ryte or imma come after him! ahahahhaha but imma sure he will....

NIKKI: hey nikki star! hella man imma glad i saw yu 2day! i missed yur smelly butt 2! ahahahhaa j/m! maybe yer the 1 that farted in the hotel room in ethan's face! ahahahahaha that was hella fun! n itwa kewl yu me n fracne reunited! hope yu n yer guy are doin good! lucky butt yu got a guy this summer! but actually 4 yu...yu can get any guy! ahahah he better be good 2 yu!

2 MA BALLIN FAMILY: man i miss ma bball family! i miss ma gurls! i hope yal are sitll ballin it up! even though imma not but keep up teh good work! CONGRATS 2 ALL MA LADIES that made teh JV TEAM! yu go gurls! BALLIN IT UP! ahahahahaha i miss ya all! again! i miss decorating the bench w/ anna! but i miss seeing nicole tackin her way outta stealin the ball! ali n sara n sam! dang yal really balled it up last year n' imma sure yer gunna do it again this year! we really have had great times! but we still gunna make even more this year!

2 all ma fellas: ya knoe who yal are! i miss yu GUYS! even though we haven't gotten a chance 2 talk 2 yal! that often!  but i knoe yu miss me! ahahahaha n yal are hott! ahahahhaa Markie i hope yu havin fun in thailand! i miss yer big smelly butt ahahaha better hav gotten ma a souvenier from thailand! aiight!

aiight well i think that's it 4 now imma hella tired! dude! imma outz 4 now but imma be back 4 sure! ahahaha peace yal!